I think i will be killing my blog soon. Apparently i dont want unwanted ppl to read my blog. OHWELL. BYEEEEE BLOG 

Past few days had been really great! Let me think, one of the days...I think on monday or tues, i slept super early...like at 8pm. The best thing is that i woke up at like 2.30am to drink chocolate milk and went back to sleep. The best!

Anyway i could only rmb yesterday. HAHAHAHA. First was about what the school could do to like improve. YOU KNOW WHAT??!?! WEIHENG, your suggestions are the best?!?! Freaking funny crappp.

Music should be played in the toilet cause peeing without music is boring

We should have sofa in the toilet so that we can rest there

We should have a sleeping area in class

We should have two computers and printer in class so that we can hand in our late assignments in time 

HAHAHHAHA, DAMNCUTE

After school, we didnt go for maths lessons and physics consultation just to complete like 9-10Q of MCQ on DC circuit. Nevertheless, had much fun with Amanda and Michelle. Damn retarded. About kiw ^^ About banana should be sold in the toilet bowl...and the music doesnt even help in times of constipation HAHAHAHHAHA. Seriously funny until my chest pain. HAHAHHAHAHAHA. Then toon and jz came over to help us. YAYYY, we confused each other more but not as bad as how someone could confused us when that person is teaching ^^ Finally know what they meant by two girls in a cup -.- Freaking lame siaaaaa! HAHAHHAHA. Michelle left early and then the four of us stayed. OHOH, had a great time 'talking' to Amanda or rather, shouting at her cause we were like at two different ends.

Okay for today. Im gonna fail maths pop quiz again. Need to really study. Physics was relatively not bad i guess. After school gymed with toon, isaac, jinzhi and matthew. Poor matthew lost his wallet. Poor thing. Went back and we took the same train ^^ HAHAHAHA. Yup, i guess it wasnt that bad after all right. Im not angry anymore so yeahhh. Thanks for everything. For now do maths. Really sleepy now. BYEEE

Today is kinda not bad. Morning spent like 3-4h practicing stupid DC circuit and components. I hate this topic!?! But im gonna study hard tmr. No computer for me from mon till wednesday?!?! Anyway i got damn frustrated doing this topic.

Went out with my dad and mom to buy groceries and had lunch. Ohwell, kept quarreling with them cause apparently they said that i dont care about them...rather i care more about my friends just cause i dont give them presents. But the thing is, when i gave them presents, what do i get in return...seeing those present that i gave them being in the bin or they will nag at me about wasting money. Since you dont apprecipate it, then why must i give you the present. Seriously, such things occurred to me for the last 16 yrs of my life. Since you dont even wanna keep it, might as well i dont give anything. What for waste the money right?!?! At least when i give presents to my friends, i know they appreciate it. 

Went to grandma hse and as usual had a nap there. 

Met up with Michelle, Matthew and Isaac at Bugis. Sushi + rockery ^^ Its freaking cold there. Enjoyed the talking session. I really like it when my friends and i can come together and talk about stuffs. At least with their company, i felt happier rather than thinking of sad / disappointing / stupid stuffs.

For now, i shall go to sleep. Left with 4 hours of proper sleep ): byeeee 

Im really really sorry ):

Seriously i cant believe that im saying this but fuck lah. I really hardly use this word. I really think i made the wrong decision anot. Like i know this will affect me forever what idk what happen to me just now. Usually i wont hesitate but today...IDK WHYYY!?!?! Fuck fuck fuck. I freaking hate it when i made the wrong decision. I really hope you can forgive me for last min backing out. Actually, i wont even mind if you even hate me for it. I know im such a let down. Im terribly sorry. Really really sorry. I really really hope this wont affect us.  Will you forgive me  Sometimes i really wanna ask you to like ... why am i so fickled minded. I need to stop this or else i will end up regretting about stuff throughout my whole life.

Now i know how it feels when you're like all helpless cause you cant share this with anyone but yourself and only yourself.

Went for the talk for nothing. Seriously its damn waste of time. Anyway after the stupid hist talk, went to KLP to celebrate thew's bday with justinn, weiheng, boonkiat, anthony, clarence, richmond and thewthew~ Ate subway and bowled. Yup. Thanks ant and thew for paying for my bowling fee and the cookieeee. That explains why i love them so much HEH. EH, i actually strike today leh. Not bad considering normally i only score like 30 plus HAHAHAHA! But today i win ant and clarence. HEH not bad huh. Went to old airport hawker centre to eat satay + fried oysters (Y) For now DO SBQ BYEEE